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Of humor. Female.


Tuesday

And it used to be that every night

I’d go to bed thinking of all the guys that didn’t love me

but now I think of the one brother

that did

awwww-cute:

my co-workers new bernese mountain dog imported from Poland two days ago

awwww-cute:

my co-workers new bernese mountain dog imported from Poland two days ago

Monday

today is day 3 without you

and although each hour feels like an eternity

I still want people to talk of, love, and miss you

like it is day 1

Pain is

the deepest desire within

to jump into the filled casket

and never let go or escape

Pain is the fear

of believing it’s real

Sunday

Today is easier than yesterday. I was sure that the pain would never ease, but maybe my body is just tired of crying. It’s comforting to know that Garth would want me to go back to living life as soon as possible. Or sooner than possible. He lived life to the max and loved every second of it. Something I wish that I could actually do, even though he couldn’t believe me when I said that sometimes I just couldn’t. He didn’t believe in depression, but he believed in family. And it’s a shame that I couldn’t go in place of him.

I love you, Garth.